DamnDAY of October

Wew... such a Title, but that what happen today.
Without wasting time, let start the chronology.

Morning (8-11am) - my moms msg didn't reach my phone (cause of the signal lack) and i got a phone call with my mom's speech in the morning..

Noon (12-2pm) - I am going home, but it's a heavy rain. It need about 1 hour to got home from my campus. Not to mentioned the eye-ranged and the traffic jam

(2-4pm) - I had an appointment with my friend Jo, but what to say, I late for an hour cause of the rain and waiting for my friend to finish his food. Sorry Jo, not that i meant it!!!

Nite came and here the worst event came!!
Riana feel quessy for the long trip.
Jo's slipper broken ,so, she had to drag her feet, :p. Then, her phone ruined and we went to the Nokia service centre. But, what we got was the repairing machine broken!!!

So, without any purpose, we're going home and.... BANG!!! my car stuck!! I forgot to turn off the rear lamp and the storage battery went out of use! Unfortunately, this is saturday night and none of the car-shed open. At last, we pushed it together until the machine start to operate!!

FUCK UP with this DAMN Unlucky DAY

A Flash of you in my MinD

Again I'm here,
sitting down the dark-red sky of night.
Thinking about the memory we built,
upon the shining stars, you came to me.
Flashing onto my mind, thus face of yours.

Meet you in my short life,
know you in the white-blinking sand.
Wave of the sea just as your shining hair.
The smell of sea salt, reminds me of the first time we hugs..

Hand in hand we went..
Kiss of your lips, carved into my mind.
Still, body aching to feel your hugs..,
Sending shiver down my spine whenever I thought of your cared.

But, what to say,
I had to leave you!
call me a jerk,
call me a impostor.
for everything I do,
for the idle I gave you.
But never ever blame yourself,
cause i dumped you.

Believe me.
You're better without me.
Your time with me had done.
Keeping you in my hand,
only would make you suffer for more and more times.
Even if it means to lose you,
to hurt me every night and day,
and when nightmare came to upside-down my dream.

Thanks for your love,
Thanks for your cared,
Thanks for your trust in me,
I can't afford more than you gave me.

Thanks for everything..,
My ever loved-one.

Brazillian JuJitsu Role

After a really long bide time, at last I got a chance to train BJJ with Fransino 'Pitbull' Tirta, our hero in TPI fighting Championship. On monday, after got the permission from my blackbelt senpai, me and my friend went to Synergy JuJitsu Club at Muara Karang, Jakarta.

There, we met a lot of roosters. Start training BJJ with sproll and take down. Also the technic of choke and peruvian tie choke. And then, the training combine BJJ with Mix Martial Arts (MMA). It was really fun although it worn out my stamina. Also I got a leg sprank when training T.T

The session last with MMA sparing. There a lot of style they used in MMA. From pure BJJ, boxing and even street fight. I really regretted my leg condition that made me can't have this gratify sparr!!

==Tattoo==

For some people in Asian, Tattoo still a taboo. This kind of thought came from the oldies where tattoos used to indicated a clan or a gang of mafia. Also, many of criminals or thugs when captured, the media like to take a shoot of their tattoo (so this became a kind of 'all bad guys have tattoo' thinking). If someone having a thought like this, then i wish to ask, do u call David Beckham or Angelina Jolie or Robbie William or any others idol a bad guy? if not, then u must know that they are some of tattooholic

Nowadays, tatoo have became a lifestyle. For me, this is an art. And also to show our own personality. Every tattoo have meanings. So, this isn't some of meaningless thing to done

One week ago, exactly at 5/10 I'd got my first tattoo. More than 2 years has past since my first will to get tattoo. Before, I had have some temporary tattoo, but because of my sensitive skin, it inflamed my skin. So i thought of having some permanent tattoo to cover the old flame.

I know that there many kind of reasons to not having tattoo carved on your body. Some of frequently people reasons and my own answer are:
1 Hard to find a job.
- What I want is be rated on my skill, not physics. Also, only a few job that not welcomed the tattoo people.
2 Family problem (how can you interdict your child to have tatoo later?)
- I've think I will be egoistic to have tattoo myself but forbid other to do the same
3 skin problem
-find yourself a good tatoo artist and also the new and sterile needle. then u need no to be worry
4 taboo
- again, I respect it as an art. Not a taboo or some old fashioned thought about it

Anyway, it done!!! thanks to Mr Febry, Wayan for the design and for Paul for the great work that fully completed by you guys!

A Tribute to my friend - Joshua AKA Joshz

People said that your rival is your best friend. Yupz, its right. Doing something without a rival got no meanings at all. Rival is a colour of one's plain life. At least, that is for me.

Josh, my buddy, that at the same time, my rival. We knowed each other from senior high school. 5 years had made the bond between us even greater. When we was in first grade senior high, we learned to dance together. But, its not last long, for i'm more concentrate in basketball and volley, and he has his own world in fitness. Still, we like to hang out together. In the third grade, once again we made a dance group. Now, we're more serious. Our crew were : Wing(me), Josh, Charles, Rudy, Mike and Oktavia. There's when I learned a little of liquid and popping hip-hop.

Now, He is in Taiwan and I myself in Jakarta for our futher educational sake. But still we're connected. Last year when he knowed that i learned Martial arts, he then became anthusiastic to joined. Now, he practice Wing Chun and Wushu. Hopefully, in this end of year, we can meet and sparr! See u in Medan Josh...

The Greatest Living 'Rock' Legend

I don't really like Rock music. For me, it's kinda noisy and rowdy!! But, i change my opinion after i know the 'Queen' band better!! they are a trully legend, the 'sumthing' voice in Freddie Mercury, has made this band alive. not to mention the guitar solo in almost all their song.

Months ago, i went to PH (planet hollywood) cafe to watch a band perform. This band had been familiar to people who love 80-90' songs. Of course, they also can sing the newest song we request. Their band named -Second Born- and they specialized in Queen's song.

From this event, i learnt to know some legenday Queen's song such as Bohemian Rhapsody (which include an opera into a jazz and rock), Love of my life (which can make even ages people shared their tears) and no one but you (a song tribute to people who died young).

Althought Freddy had died because of AIDS, his voice still cant be beaten by anyone. His song still lifes in every single heart who loves them.