A Flash of you in my MinD

Again I'm here,
sitting down the dark-red sky of night.
Thinking about the memory we built,
upon the shining stars, you came to me.
Flashing onto my mind, thus face of yours.

Meet you in my short life,
know you in the white-blinking sand.
Wave of the sea just as your shining hair.
The smell of sea salt, reminds me of the first time we hugs..

Hand in hand we went..
Kiss of your lips, carved into my mind.
Still, body aching to feel your hugs..,
Sending shiver down my spine whenever I thought of your cared.

But, what to say,
I had to leave you!
call me a jerk,
call me a impostor.
for everything I do,
for the idle I gave you.
But never ever blame yourself,
cause i dumped you.

Believe me.
You're better without me.
Your time with me had done.
Keeping you in my hand,
only would make you suffer for more and more times.
Even if it means to lose you,
to hurt me every night and day,
and when nightmare came to upside-down my dream.

Thanks for your love,
Thanks for your cared,
Thanks for your trust in me,
I can't afford more than you gave me.

Thanks for everything..,
My ever loved-one.